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Hannah walked in the house shortly after she saw simon run out. She knew something had happened and she had a good feeling which. He didn’t even look at her when he past her in the drive way, just walked down and turned on the sidewalk. Hannah stared after him, then shortly after she walked into the house.

When she walked into the living room, she saw lewis sitting against the door frame of the kitchen, legs brought up to his chest and his chin was resting on them. He was staring at the door frame in front of him, not noticing hannah kneel down beside him and looked at him,

“Lewis?” She asked

“Hmm.” He mumbled

She tilted her head, “What’s wrong?”

“Why would you think something’s wrong?” He asked, looking into the kitchen, “All is fine and dandy.”

She knew something was up. She quickly thought of all the reasons lewis would be acting like this; One, he and simon got in a fight- why else would he look so bleak when hannah passed him? Two, Simon had taken her challenge and made a move on lewis, — but if that were true, why was he acting like this? Or three, lewis was telling the truth and he just randomly decided to sit in the doorway.

Hannah sighed and rested on her knees beside lewis. She grabbed his face and turned it to face her. Lewis’s eyes were a mix of guilt and confusion. She had never seen this with him before,

“I know when I’m being lied to.” She reasoned softly, “What happened with you two?”

His eyes looked left, then down, then back up at hannah. He lifted a hand and pushed her hand away, then sighed,

“He.. He kissed me hannah.” Lewis said, his voice full of confusion- it almost sounded like a question, “Simon kissed me.”

Hannah had to stop herself from smiling, so she bit her lip. She had guessed one part right.. - and from the look his lewis’s eyes, he thought she was going to get angry, but it surprised lewis when she didn’t and simply asked,

“Is that a problem?”

“Yeah, a little bit.” Lewis said

She had a million reasons why it was a problem, but she said nothing and asked,

“Why’s that?”

Lewis put his head in his arms,

“I.. -I liked it hannah,—when he kissed me.” He admitted, “It, it felt..”

This time, hannah smiled, “Good? Natrual? Right?”

Lewis looked at her like she’d gone insane. He didn’t know why she wasn’t freaking out or getting angry or going after simon. He was supposed to propose to hannah tomorrow, but he was having second thoughts now, because of his best friend.

Is this what hannah knew? That simon felt, that way for lewis? Is this what she didn’t tell him upstairs, and left him to find out? The look on her face said he was right. Lewis also knew hannah has suspicions about his proposal.. and if she did, why was she acting happy,—almost overjoyed that simon had kissed her boyfriend.

“All of the above.” Lewis said quietly, “What’s wrong with me, hannah? My best friend kissed me, and I blushed, — I almost kissed him back for gods sakes! I,- I have you, - I thought that was all I needed, but then I found out my best friend, who I’ve known for years has a crush on me. You and me, we’re supposed..”

He faltered and hannah looked at him. If she was angry, she didn’t show it. If she was going to kill simon, she didn’t look like it.

“Lewis.” She said, and he looked up. “I love you, I really do. But I want what’s best for you, — you might not know it, but he’s the one. You need to find him.”

“Hannah,” Lewis started, “I don’t love, love, him, I love you. Simon just, made a mistake, that’s all. We both-“

Hannah held up her hand, “He didn’t make a mistake, - I told him to do whatever he felt. He did. He loves you, and you should to.. I know what’s going to happen tomorrow, and i’m sorry lewis, but I wou;d’ve said no.”

Lewis didn’t say anything.

“I just didn’t think that this,” She gestured to them both, “-us was going to work. I really am sorry lewis. Simon had nothing to do with this talk right now, just so that you know and don’t freak on him. I love you lewis, but you need to open your eyes to simon. How do you not see it?”Wow, hannah changes her attitude alot.. she must be on her period.

Hannah stood, as did lewis. He didn’t seem mad or shocked. God damn, these people have no emotions XD He looked at her, and kissed her on the cheek. She smiled but didn’t say anything. He ran his fingers though his hair, straightened his glasses and looked at her again, “Do you know where he went?”

“I think you know.” She smiled

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Simon sat on his favourite log, by the creek side. Trees, some tall, fat, skinny, short, all around him. There was a small river of flowing clear water in front of him, and he could see the smooth rocks below. The birds were chirping. It was peacefull here, - it’s where he came to think, and he really needed to right now. He needed to pick up the broken peices that lewis had shattered.

He held a strick and poked at the water. Tiny fish swam by. Simon felt broken, if anything. He shouldn’t have kissed lewis, because lewis had hannah. Hell, he was probally telling her everything right now.  He tried not to think about that, - only about lewis. Would he avoid simon now? Shut him out? He remembered lewis’s shocked reaction.

He didn’t stay around to see what lewis would do next. Instead, he had walked out the front door as hannah got out of the car. Her face showed worry at his saddness. He ignored her though and walked past her. Lewis has called out simons name before he left, his voice filled with confusion or shock, simon didn’t know which. His thoughts were broken when he heard the sound of crunching leaves and twigs, as lewis made his way over.

Simon glanced to his right as lewis walked along the stream towards him. His hands were in his jean pockets and he held a poker face.

“Mind if I join you?” He asked quietly

Simon was surprised, “Um, sure.”

Lewis sat down on the log beside simon, but left a foot of space between them. He sighed, and simon didn’t know what to say. Lewis didn’t look angry, he looked calm as he stared at the river. Lewis streched out his legs, the heel of his feet, almost touching the water. He rested his hands on his legs.

“You left in a hurry.” Lewis broke the awkward silence, “You didn’t give me a chance to talk to you.”

“What’s to talk about?” Simon asked

Lewis looked over at his friend, holding their gaze, “I think you know; and I just wanted to say, i’m not mad simon.”

This surpised him again, “..How come? I.. I had no right to.. kiss you.”

“And that’swhatI wanted to talk about.” Lewis said, looking back at the water, “I talked to hannah after you left..”

Lewis explained the conversation they had, and how hannah pretty much dumped him which gave simon a glint of hope. Hannah wasn’t pissed.. she was jelous. He had been surprised when hannah told him that, and it surprised simon even more. But lewis didn’t explain most of the parts where hannah told him to be with simon.

“I feel broken, simon.” Lewis said, “I don’t know what to do anymore.”

Simon took this as his que. Either lewis didn’t care or didn’t notice simon close the distance between them. When lewis turned his head, simon carefully kissed him on the lips, not sure what his reaction would be this time. Lewis’s lips were soft against his own, - they felt good and even lewis thought it.

When Simon pulled away to study lewis’s reaction, he saw that his friend was blushing,- something he haddn’t seen before.

“Now what did you want to talk about?” Simon smiled,

Lewis blinked and tried to hide his own smile, “That. Exactly that.” He cast a glace at simon, “The first time, - it just felt, I dunno, Right. Good, - natrual.”

He looked down, then put a hand on simon’s cheek. He closed his eyes and leant in to kiss simon, who was confused but it was quickly replaced by excitment. They both closed their eyes, both smiling. Simon ran his fingers through lewis’s short hair, who responded by putting his arms around simon’s whoulders.

They both fell backwards onto the soft leaf filled ground, but neither of them seemed to mind. Simon’s hands made their way to lewis’s chest, grabbing onto his shirt. Lewis knew he was being suggestive, but he held simon in wait. Their kiss deepened, and simon pulled lewis closer to him, like he was afriad he would vanish into thin air. After a few moments more of kissing, simon pulled away slightly,

“Want to head home? It’s getting rather boring here, wouldn’t you say?”

Lewis smiled, “What do you have in mind when we get there?”

Simon sat up, looking down at lewis, “You’ll have to wait and see.”

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(Kay, so, this is supposed to be the last one, but of you guys want another chapter then so be it.. If you know what I mean. ;D .. But anyway, Sorry I suck at love moments. Forgive me, I’m not an expert in the field. XD)